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Streamed live on May 9, 2019
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Oh No
Salaam alaikum Linda hi shall we hey
Bailey
slam welcome I don't know how to say
that name 2012 we'll stick it I don't
want to say the wrong thing
hi you guys hey big sis how are you
I've son okay is it F Shawn you're in my
facebook under that name oh okay well
then I'm learning I'm learning how are
you guys all doing today for the ones
fasting how are you guys doing I'll have
to take a look at that I'm doing pretty
good home daily I'm doing good doing
good
then uh you know taking it low but I'm
doing good
how's the weather where you guys are at
today you got up to 80
oh hey Cruz will you just open for oh
where are you from
it's cold where you're at Bailey yeah
I've heard some people saying Cruz
actually was saying that they were on a
tornado watch yeah Linda I know and it's
you know the funny thing is is that it
seems like every Ramadan it's like all
the food commercials come out and it's
like really why why oh wow that's not
bad Oh 82 and now it's like 55 Oh New
Jersey hey kado welcome Wow yeah not
here hey Linda welcome
Wow oh it's raining I love this weather
it's you know I mean it got into the 80s
but it really didn't feel like it and we
went to Portland today which is about 45
minutes from here we had the air
conditioned on in the car because we had
the babies in the car and of course we
don't want them to get overheated but it
was so pretty when we got out of the car
I was like oh my gosh it's so cool and
there's like a really nice breeze I mean
you could see the breeze in the trees
it's just a nice cool breeze so nice
cruise you said what now girl you make
me want to put my dorms in Houston yeah
Holly that's what Cruz was saying she's
she's in Texas as well Wow yeah it's all
blooming everything's coming out green
now we're yukita oh my gosh I am so
sorry I was running late actually I was
working on a cup and I don't know what I
did but the glitter that I used I must
have not applied enough epoxy to it so
the decals weren't sticking I was
consumed a mugger and so um I just
applied a second coat of epoxy and I
think this cups gonna take at least
another coat I'm just like why aren't
you working hey Seattle the kids are
doing good they're doing good
oh it's 1:53 a.m. oh my gosh Shelley I'm
sorry I was gonna go earlier but like I
said I was so I am working on there some
really good news coming up here soon on
some stuff yesterday was beautiful so
much work done actually Darla
oh um Roman oh it's going really good it
really is I mean this is my second year
fully fasting so it's you know it's got
his challenges but I mean for the most
part I'm feeling really good
I just I have to keep reminding myself
that I have to drink a lot of fluids
when you break the fast and that's what
I struggle with is getting enough
hey big Susie big Susie ha ha hey Susie
all right kita thank you for stopping by
and I will chitchat with you here soon
oh I'm so happy Susie that it's going
good for you guys yeah I just have to
really remember to drink drink drink
drink drink
that's the biggest thing is just
drinking and I am fasting two years now
as well in my life oh that's awesome
my son's been fasting since he was five
and he turned 11 this year and he's
actually fasting the entire time oh you
know what there's always tomorrow
there's always tomorrow sis always hey
Lisa
welcome and then of course my husband
he's done it since he was little so for
him he's used to it you know but for me
you know I'm used to eating and so it's
been you know it's had its challenges
challenges but for the most part you
know if I really I feel really good
I've been weighing myself every single
day since I started Ramadan because I
want to see what my weight fluctuates us
so and I was gonna die while I started
taking my LASIK pill and I didn't even
think about Ramadan happening and yeah
definitely that's exactly I mean clearly
that's a really big one is not drinking
Oh congratulations Linda that is awesome
yay
I know you've been working hard at that
that's awesome news yeah I've got some
things that I'm working in the the field
right now - I have a family member of
mine helping me get a website I'm so
excited it's pretty much already done
she's been working on it since yesterday
she's doing oh my god she's doing such a
fantastic job but it's gonna be for all
of my cups and stuff so like you know a
lot of people ask you know where do I go
to buy a cup or where can I go to buy
you know or look and see and I don't
have anywhere to put like information
like I have my Facebook page but I don't
have really anywhere to send people and
so this is gonna be so exciting to have
this website and be able to really you
know step forth into my business because
I really want this business to be
successful and so hi Cindy so yeah I'm
really excited that she has been helping
me to get it all situated and now I just
got to send her a whole bunch of
yeah Holly that's scary and that's my
thing is I don't drink enough I know I
don't and I was having a lot of pain in
my left kidney
yesterday I was because I was gonna go
live yesterday and all these like Amy
you just don't look good you don't look
like you feel good I'm like I'm running
a fever I don't feel good so I think I
was coming down with possible a kidney
infection so he pumped me with a whole
bunch of stuff and I woke up this
morning feeling a lot better but you
know it's just reminding myself drink
drink drink
hi Denise welcome oh my good if readies
are here I missed all of you guys I was
like oh my god I hope they don't think
I've missing or that I've just like
forgot about him but it was like the
first two days I just like really what
do you do for it is there anything that
you do specifically for that or is it
just something that comes with it hi
Sharon oh thank you Sharon
hey LA how are you welcome I am doing
pretty good I just wanted to jump on and
say hello to everybody so I just missing
everybody I just love talking yeah I
didn't think about the cranberry juice
hey Ginny girl welcome
little food more liquid okay
hola Go Go live off on Facebook after my
life so I can be on there cuz I didn't
realize yesterday you were hey Savannah
you were live I want to say it was
yesterday and I missed it I don't I
guess I didn't realize you were going
live
so don't go live until I get off um you
can buy cranberry pills over the counter
oh I think I've seen those before
yeah I'm feeling pretty good um somebody
asked oh so we break fast at 8:25 it's
going a little bit later every day it
goes a little bit later so typically
right now our fast go from 825 and then
we can't eat or drink until four o'clock
all right Bailey thank you for stopping
by sweetie
so Linda how does that work because like
for me like I was talking to ollie about
that today I was like you know because I
just I have really bad kidneys I've had
kidney stones I've had it all and I just
don't want to end up like really in the
hospital over something that I you know
but I really want to fast I enjoy the
fasting I love the fasting
I really am actually feeling really good
with the fasting but that kidney pain
really hurts and I'm just really
concerned like oh my god what would
happen if you know I start because
that's what happens the kidney stones
are created with not with dehydration it
can happen so and my kidney stones
filter into my liver so I can get liver
stones off of a kidney stone so you know
but I don't want to like 100 cents stop
but I thought that you can't if you even
take a sip that it just doesn't work at
all ha ha ha ha Jimmy that was great oh
my god that was awesome but yeah I mean
I just I I try my hardest to eat and
drink as much as like well not eat I you
know and that's of weird thing is you
always think that I gave up food just
take a sip because my mo okay well maybe
Linda I'll have to talk to ollie and see
how that works like I mean he he tells
me that you know he's like it's your
body sweetie you know I I can't tell you
yes I can't tell you no because if
something happened you know he's like I
would never be able to forgive myself by
telling you it's not my job to tell you
to and that was like you know I told him
this morning you know sweetie I'm just
not feeling very good
you know I'm reading my body and my you
know I don't want to have a stone or
something you know happen and so he's
very he was like oh no for sure like you
read your body if you need to break the
fast for the day to hydrate yourself and
pre pump yourself he's like you know you
can always all also make it up so it's
also an option that I have
I can always make up the days that I
can't do it for whatever reason but yeah
I'm doing good though but I missed y'all
so I had to come home I just haven't had
been up to making like a vlog I well I
haven't really win anywhere either
that's the other thing is I've been down
for the last couple of days just trying
to keep my energy up as best as possible
but you know the kids always have energy
that's the problem they always seem to
have energy yes I do have yogurts yes
yeah please leave me a thumbs up I me -
um you guys have you noticed my channels
been growing whoa it is awesome I keep
seeing my numbers going I'm like oh I'm
so happy I am so so so happy and then
with getting this website set up for my
cup business is gonna really help to
boost that business for the cups thank
you it will help build my cup business
so I feel good things are on my horizon
oh did you love thank you so much Thank
You Cindy thank you so I asked earlier
what everybody's up to so what's
everybody up to
please do a hijab tutorial hahaha I get
asked that a lot but for some reason I
just I never do it oh you're at your
mom's tell her I said hello
hey Holy Spirit fall welcome yes this is
your first time isn't it I always say
hello Holy Spirit over on Pam and
rookies I I kind of shortened it a
little bit hey Jordan welcome hey hey
shall we
how is everybody doing what's everybody
up to fill me in household chores before
bedtime I know I see well yesterday even
though I was sick I got caught up on all
the laundry I did like four loads of
laundry whoa it's the bran DJ welcome
Shelli a snowing Oh Oh Seattle you can
come to my house - this is my weather
over here Shelli
Oh blue skies Oh Grey's Anatomy I'm
waiting for the next season to hit we
can we can watch hey Pam we can watch it
on cable but we always wait until it's
on Netflix
where are you Amy I am in Georgia not
too far from Pam and Ricky oh really
I am from organ I am for a Morgan Jay
and I are in discussion if we he wants
them to be raised Muslim although I am
not planning to convert any advice
yeah totally
huh laundry never ends in my house
especially when you have a daughter that
just thinks all she needs to do is keep
changing her clothes
Denise you know that's a toughy one i
mean exactly Lisa that's how I am I
don't want to say like I don't want to
give you advice that would be harmful to
your guys's relationship because of
course that would never be my that would
never be my intention but could you guys
split your religions as in like I don't
know if you have a religion but maybe
you guys can you know teach the children
both of the religions until they're of
age that they want to choose which or
you know like Jeremiah for instance
because of course he I let him choose
what he wanted to be and he chose to be
a Muslim because he wanted to be like
daddy
so you know but Omar nestra they never
had a decision they didn't have a choice
they were just born into being a Muslim
because you know it's a little bit
different but with Maya it was you know
he was here before all he was here and
so I let him choose that for himself but
could you guys just like teach them all
the different religion and then let the
children decide at a certain age like
what they want I don't know I mean I
think if I don't know how Ollie would
feel if one of our children came home
and said that they didn't you know if
Linda I agree with you I agree like I
don't I don't know how all he would
handle that if one of our children came
home and said that they didn't want to
be a Muslim I don't know how he would
deal with that I mean we've never came
across that decision that discussion I
mean it's not going to take our love
away from them but I think it would
disappoint as their dad
for me I was raised Christian and I
chose to you know exactly Holly that's
what I'm saying like could you split it
like not split it but you guys just
teach both and then um Jordan I don't
know I'm assuming so is there a new one
um that kid never gets off his game
especially now that he's fasting I
haven't made him really get off of it
because it kind of helps him conserve
his energy so once he gets home from
school I'm just like go lay down your
room go do whatever you're fine just
chill out lay in the dark maybe that's
why he hasn't been very talkative maybe
he's really trying to figure this game
out he was mad earlier I told him he had
to get off his game cuz he hit his
brother but my child never got off his
game he has a you know that selective
hearing thing where he only listens when
he wants to listen when it's coming II
know boy he listens real well oh sure
and thank you so much asur so sweet
thank you shoutout to Sharon thank you
so much Sharon I really really really
appreciate that sweetie that means a lot
to me oh I missed my husband would freak
if one of our children decided not to be
a Muslim I think my husband would be the
same I mean he wouldn't it wouldn't be
like a decision of oh I'm never gonna
speak to you again like my husband would
never do that but I mean I know that it
would very much disappoint him and I you
know I kind of like the same decision if
one of our children came home and said
you know that they were in love with the
same sex you know to us when Ali came
here from Egypt it wasn't such a big
thing in Egypt so my husband had like
all he had a different viewpoint on it
and I know in every religion you know
it's frowned upon but
at the same time you know we have grown
so much that now Ollie has such a better
understanding of it that he's so much
more accepting of it and I mean my OBGYN
that is our most favorite doctor that
we've ever had he is he's gay and we
absolutely adore him and like all he
said well just because he's gay doesn't
make him anything different and at first
I was like whoa that's coming for my
husband but now it's like he's learned
to embrace it so I think even in this
situation I think he would just embrace
it because that's what it is and that's
where life is right now
so I think I think that you know I
really think in life you just have to
teach your children and let them make
their final decision like me I was
raised Christian I didn't have any
Muslims around I didn't even know what
Islam was until I met Ollie actually and
I thought they were Indians did the
Indian I don't know how to say that it
not Indians like the Native American but
Indian in from India I don't know how to
say it anyways that's what I thought
they were and I'm doing fantastic Pam
tell ginger I said hello but you know we
my family had a really hard time
accepting it and a most majority of my
whole family's to never-never has
embraced me converting to Islam because
they have very bad looks on it again I
think it has to do with the way that
they were raised up same way I was
raised up I didn't know and so I am I
didn't know anything about it all I knew
was you know they're terrorists they
cause bad things and you know goes from
there
but since I've converted nice stuck at
it out so strongly that I think my
family
slowly but surely are starting to come
around a little bit they're starting to
kinda I've got a few of my family
members that have been reaching back out
to me I don't reach out to them I let
them reach out to me because you know
what I don't feel that I have ever done
anything wrong how's your family
accepted you be in 500 pounds actually
Lilly majority of my family is all obese
so you know it is what it is and we're
all the Hercules Hercules Hercules
family I had to say that I'm sorry I so
had to say that oh my god that was great
um so anyways back to the real talk here
uh we thank you thank you so much holy
spirit my god but anyways back to what
we were talking about before weak God so
like interrupted here uh was that my I
think ollie now because he's been here
for so long he sees such a different you
know there's so many different religions
races choices of sexuality everything I
think Ollie has now started to learn so
much more about it it wasn't you know
cuz it wasn't such a big thing in Egypt
as it is here but he's learned to accept
it so much more that I think he would be
more open-minded if our children were to
come to us and be like hey this is
what's going on or this is you know so
sorry I missed some erisa calm as I
started dying after I said that thank
you I appreciate it and yes Pam
you gotta manage you got to make it
funny mhm
I converted because of my first husband
but not really I am the only one who is
Muslim and they are okay with it that is
amazing Linda my attitude is you do you
I will do me three people as I know I
want to be treated exactly exactly
exactly I could not agree with you more
I could not agree with you more do I
have a goodie do I have a goodie
is it a goodie no I don't think so I
think it's for me
nope it's for the nerve paper
she's nobody loves me no I figured it
out finally you guys I figured it out
how to order the the products from the
UPS and have it shipped to you for free
and then have them pick it up I figured
it out yesterday so I ordered the wrong
size envelopes I got the small size and
I mean they were yeah they were too
small and I need to get him bigger so
yeah well and find out drop anything off
for me anyways um hey dev welcome boy
you just walked into a fun one but I
figured that out so that's gonna make it
so much easier plus with opening up my
website I'm so excited so many good
things have been happening yes mom I
know you do some people are so rude
unbelievable you're so lovely Oh Shelly
thank you Oh who is my favorite uncle
and my mom's favorite oh Linda can you
go in the car why do you always say this
why do you always ask me if I can go in
the car no I'm not going in the car
because the car is like a hundred
degrees in there I am sitting out in the
beautiful weather with no children
around why would I want to stick myself
in a car no I was in the car too long
today
I mean yes my car is right there but me
is not going in the car no no no oh my
god we were driving today and I had some
people honking at me and I told Holly
I'm like awkward they're like I love the
sound turn on the car and rev up the
engine
and now yeah fetish Pam I think so I
think so have you guys ever watched
those shows where the people like make
out with a vehicle um does that sound
familiar no not me thank you sis
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but yeah we were driving Olson where I'm
like who is that and I look over there's
people waving I'm like oh my god and
then there was a construction truck and
oh well Pam make out for one for me too
oh gods girl welcome I'm so happy you're
enjoying it thank you so much don't
forget to give me a thumbs up if you
guys are enjoying my life is your his
job I think that is how you say it
hotter itchy you move it around kind of
I'm just here okay hold on
is your his job I think that his job is
right hot or itchy you move it around
kind of I'm just curious I wear a wig
sometimes oh and holy it's hot Oh I move
this one around because since I've lost
weight this one used to fit like my I
don't know I guess you call it your
double chin it was a lot bigger so this
one it fit tighter but since I've lost
weight this part of my chin has gotten
smaller and this is stretched out so I
move it because it's constantly like
sliding up most people where there's
like this but I can't because I don't
have much of a chin so by the time I'm
done I'm talking and the thing ends up
like this so I just pull it down and uh
yeah have you ever watched that show
strange addictions yes law and let me
tell you not every Toria that is very
crazy well my family loves my husband
everyone except my mother
usually against my husband they tolerate
each other now she called once and he
told her that's mr. oh my gosh hey Amy
God's co-creation has my daughter
hey gods girl you are Holy Spirit's
daughter welcome oh my gosh I love your
mom
oh yeah la they're crazy I mean it's not
crazy as in a sick thing because you
know what I really believe that there
are people with serious addictions to
things it's sometimes a sad because I'm
just like oh man you know but some of
the stuff is just interesting that you
could find um oh you know Holly I was
going to come back to you really quick
because it's kind of how it is with my
mom and my in my husband Holly when all
he came here sadly when all he came here
he thought that he was going to come
into I think a big family because
originally I have it I have a huge
family but when he came here things
reversed so much because I was very used
to letting people run me I mean they
really did they ran me and I just bow
down and listen to everybody but once he
came here he started giving me that the
respect that I should have been getting
from everybody that I do have a backbone
and I do have a I have a mouth and I'm
very capable of saying hey what you're
doing is not feeling very good or you
know you could say this differently and
I mean my family they're good at you
know I have an aunt I'll never forget
right before I stopped talking to any of
them you know she had called me stupid
right in the middle of a restaurant and
there's much much more to it but you
know I just I think because I started
speaking up for myself they didn't like
that and they knew that that was because
all he was helping me give that respect
that I needed and so when he yeah he
gave me the courage exactly that's
exactly it and when that happened most
of my family was just like yeah goodbye
hey Chevy chef
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he you know they were just like okay
nevermind he's a control freak he's you
know controlling her he's making her
choose him over the family which is not
true I lost my family and I still love
my family even though there's a lot of
negative that comes along with all of
that you know I still love my family but
then when my mom came she wasn't here
when we very first look at there's a
dove I'm not trying to change the
subject but they fly all over we have
doves everywhere but um anyways uh when
my mom so my mom didn't get out of
incarceration until all he was here for
like well God all he's been here for too
long now yeah she came out seven years
after all he was here and he accepted
her with open arms
he called her mom he did it all I mean
he had so much respect for my mom but my
mom crapped on it one day and me and her
had had an out and we don't have the
best the best communication with each
other like we can only handle each other
for a very short amount of time and
after that it's like we have to like
have a break and I think that just comes
from the way that I was raised because I
wasn't raised with her so I don't have
that mother-daughter bond with her like
I wish we did but we don't and anyways
one day we had a fallout and she ended
up texting Ali's phone a hope and she
knew she knew she was texting his phone
and she texts a whole bunch of stuff
about him and about me and how you know
he's the most horrible person and he's
controlling and you know all this stuff
and I mean hurtful stuff and all he's
not used to that
he doesn't tolerate that and he doesn't
deserve it
and so in return what happened was he
ended up telling me he's like you know
what I will never ever even if it was my
very own mother I would never take
disrespect like that
and he said I'm sorry but I will never
respect your mother for what she did to
me that was so unfair and I was like you
know what you're right you're right and
I couldn't blame him I I could not blame
him so to this day you know she will try
and talk to him he will tolerate her but
he won't call her mom he calls her by
her name he will not call her mom
because you know he's like why how could
I respect somebody that has no respect
for me and I was just like oh my god I I
can't blame him I can't blame him and
it's hard because sometimes you know I
still I love her cuz she's my mom but we
just don't have that relationship where
I would you know I think she thought
that how can I say this I think she
thought that I would take her side and I
never will take my mm I will never take
anybody's side but my husband's when it
comes down to it my husband's always
going to be the first and that's just
because he's my husband and he's my best
friend and I know he's got the best
interest of myself and my family in his
mind but with my mom I really think in a
way she had in her mind that she could
possibly tear our family apart and she
kind of I think wanted that very sad but
it's the only way I can pinpoint it
sorry I'm missing so many comments let
me see now my mother'll is my love's my
husband and so does my brother and son
of my sister has issues with her
oh hello friends how are you I'm
fantastic was hoping you are all well
I'm doing good Shafi it's true that they
say you pick your friends but not your
family
exactly Shelly I agree Denyce sunday is
Mother's Day I asked Jay if he had a
Mother's Day in mombasa he said in Islam
every day is Mother's Day he makes a lot
of sense all the time yes Denise I agree
with you that's how all he says it Gina
you disappeared out of my life love you
secur okay I celebrate random Pam that's
how I am that's exactly how I am my
husband would never disrespect her but
his feelings are not hurt that but his
feelings are ya know so totally Holly I
lost some family and friends but they
were on their way out of my life after
my conversion I just felt it was a good
thing
never let my family and friends
disrespect me or my husband exactly
Linda I agree
Oh law that so see that's so sad that
it's so sad that family just can't
accept who you want to be married to
like you're not the one living with them
you don't it's you it's your marriage as
long as you're happy why why does it
matter
a mom would not speak to her son-in-law
like that exactly Holly exactly and you
know I I mean and I I felt so bad when
that happened because I was just like
here he's coming from a different
country he's already dealing with you
know my family being the way they are
and then just you know she was
incarcerated she wasn't even here and he
even went to the prison to visit her
only a couple times because that's all I
wanted to go I didn't want to go I you
know the second round of her being in
prison I was just like I've had enough I
don't feel like going and seeing her
there I just don't it takes a day trip
to go and do it and I I'm just my
heart's not in it like that like it used
to be so he's seen her a couple of times
when we were when he she was
incarcerated you know but he had to come
here from a different country deal with
a you know my mom that was incarcerated
you know and then to get out and have
her disrespect him like that I was just
like wow you know all over her mistake
that's the thing is she was mad because
she made the mistake and you know and it
was me and her that we're having the
outs but she quickly threw him right
into the bus of it and I was just like
whoa
our marriage doesn't run like that
you're not gonna you know I pray someday
your mom can ask him for forgiveness and
he will forgive exactly Susie I agree
with you a hundred percent my biological
mom haven't spoken almost one year oh
Lisa that's awesome and see that's kind
of how I am with cat lady the one that's
on here under cat lady she's my adopted
mom and I absolutely adore her she is
everything you know and I sometimes I
will even sit and I ask God why did you
blessed me with a mom like this when I
wanted what I should have had a mom like
this and you know and sometimes I can
get caught up in my feelings but you
know God brought this woman into my life
to be my adopted mom for so many reasons
Oh Jane thank you
Oh Seattle that is awful Holly I agree
with you
I agree with you so much and that's just
it is that you know you can kind of you
can choose your family
you can what's - oh ma hey Lisa
welcome yeah I don't understand it
what's the point of being racist like
really what is the point why can't we
all just love each other I mean and
that's just it is you know somebody made
the comment earlier I'm not exactly sure
who but no matter what religion race
sexual orientation as long as you're
just loving the person individually what
does it matter what does it matter
and I just I I love life and I love
everybody that's you know I I could
never pick apart somebody I could never
judge somebody Oh Pam you can be my
adopted family
no it's I'm serious it's it's so sad how
many people really go without family and
exactly exactly hey there you go Pam
Jane's gonna adopt you hey that works
but that's just it is Oh Nelly you get
away from here before I started doing
some karate chops on you
no they that's how I am with cat lady
she's the same way with me I am me she
texts me all the time she snaps me she
checks in with me I do the same with her
you know she knows more about me than my
own biological mother knows about me she
totally knows more about me than my own
biological mom because she really spends
the time to really get to know me and
really gets to learn Who I am rather of
my mom she she doesn't cheap well you
guys know she can go days without asking
me anything calling me nothing I love
this - Pam I would be no ma'am because
my husband is my soul mate and I will
never let anyone disrespect him and I
would protect him I thought my big crazy
family would run him off but God hold
Joe look at the flowers and the field is
beautiful because there are different
kinds of colors we are all different
Lisa that's absolutely absolutely true I
agree with you 100%
oh I say ah slice a chef
ya see Lisa is my biggest sister exactly
Pam
oh oh oh it's still sitting there it's I
thought it was a B but it's like I don't
know what but it was flying around me it
can just get it's a little happy hiney
out of here Oh Pam I agree with you my
mom passed in 2011 and my family left
it's been eight years that is so sad
sassy I'm so sorry
hey Sarah welcome Pam I agree
Lisa I agree I really agree
Shelly oh is that are you guys talking
about that thing where they found like
hundreds of guns see now for me I come
from a family of hunters they get lots
of like elk and deer and you name it
Under the Sun it's there and you know
there's such a difference between safe
gun use and being dumb gun use and for
me with like what I was raised with his
guns were used for food you know for
hunting I was never taught about really
guns you know guns being used for
hurting until god I didn't even start
really hearing all of the like about
shootings and stuff until in my early
20s is when it really started like a lot
No
Oly well for me all he really wants me
to yeah Sarah
I agree Ali really wants me to learn how
to shoot and stuff but I'm so like I'm
funny like that cuz I get so scared of
touching stuff like that
hey Jodi welcome sweetie I am so scared
to touch the guns but all he wants me to
learn to use them again my family comes
from a hunting family so I've seen guns
around but I've never seen them shot for
any other reason than to go get a deer
go get duck go get something like that
oops I've made the decision to get a
handgun and get my concealed weapons
carry permit
that is awesome Lisa I'm scared of guns
but we have them and you insisted I
learn to shoot because I'm home all the
night chef I agree with you yeah here it
was um
the Springfield shooting which
Springfield's about four hours from here
so Monday's is the day then I will get
my concealed carry so yeah
no for sure you I mean that's just I'm
sorry I'm like reading and answering at
the same time her um but that's just it
it's like all he said you know this day
and age you really can't just be safe
you know and it's sad because sometimes
I'll go into like Walmart and I will
have in the back of my mind what if
somebody you know pulls out a gun
where can I you know hide with the kids
and nine out of ten that's why I don't
take my kids with me to the store
because I get so afraid if I am the only
parent there and I am trying to you know
get myself out of the way and having to
you know manage getting all three of the
kids down I mean I'm not saying that it
can't happen but if it doesn't have to
happen yeah Suze I know you do
but I mean if it doesn't have to happen
then all egos with me
or Jeremiah will go with me which
Jeremiah's I mean he's so small that to
try and get you know get one of the kids
and hide with them as well as I'm trying
to hide with them you know if it just
it's all it's so sad that I have to
constantly think about what if someone
pulled a gun where would we run where
would we you know Linda yeah see there's
multiple people in our mosque that carry
guns Ali's friend has one that he just
carries on a holster at all times
Shelley Wow you're 25 minutes from there
that is Souls yes they have Shelley
I didn't know that chef till we honest I
am scared to have a gun too
you all know I go around by myself Ile
like it's going back to the Wild West
days a gun has used to settle an
argument Seattle I agree a hundred
percent we were at the Moscow yeah okay
if so if something happens and someone
goes batshit crazy my husband will be
the one you read about the storms of
shooters to say very well yes chef I
completely hear that chef I agree I
think a lot of it is my anxiety to be
honest Pam 100% the most important thing
now know what you need to do to save
your life sadly that's what the world
has become I am licensed to carry and
have had to protect my property
whoa Holly that is scary
that's awesome Linda hi Sandra two armed
teachers in Florida is crazy notice or
quoted it and yet
Wow be
oh my gosh Holly that is so sad to be
honest I think that teacher should carry
you know I really do
well let me say let me say this because
I'm okay
now they had here I've want to say was
here yeah in Portland State in Portland
State they just got to where the
security officers could carry guns and
they've had two shootings of deaths
since then so I don't it's a tough one
because my babies are in school well my
son's in school and I think about that
on a daily here is my son I'm putting
him you know I'm putting his life at
their hands I want to know that they're
safe I want to know that he's gonna come
home safe you know I want all these
things and I just finally finally had to
get to the point where I can drop him
and not panic all day if I heard a siren
oh my gosh for the first two years three
years of his schooling every time I hear
a siren I thought oh my god it's a
school shooting is it his school is it
this you know what it's like why this so
sad that we've come to that that now we
have to do that Holly my nephew had to
defend himself Monday night and the man
died oh my god chef it's indeed very
scary times we are living and it takes
the innocence from our kiddos but we
have to live and not let these Shelly I
agree with you a hundred percent it's a
big responsibility really yes be why
don't say I live in a rough neighborhood
but I always have it's nothing me to
here cons throughout the night oh my god
Pam I don't think I could ever say I'd
be like oh where is it coming from
yes Lisa I agree with that I do child at
my son's school wrote a an indeed
detailed stuff and what he was going to
do think God they arrested him before he
carried it out oh my god Sarah how old
was he
and we leave the door open all night is
only please to carry guns on the street
Wow Sondra Yelland I agree Oh
oh my god Lisa oh la no no wow
Sarah that is so scary thank you gods
girl thank you that is scary I'm so glad
that they caught him though yeah I be I
only could imagine I mean how could you
how could you ever want to go back to a
school after that has happened I don't
think I mean if I was in that situation
I don't know if I ever could I think I
would be asking to be homeschooled
scary worried about my son
Wow Linda that is nuts
oh my god be are you kidding me did he
get in trouble
uh yeah Sarah I would be like mm-hmm no
well in you as the mom wow that is just
nuts we have police officers on the
schools here in Omaha - Wow yeah there's
I think in all of our high schools
there's cops trying to fire him now I
would hope that they would I was one big
old bird flying by my head um that is
just that's so sad it's you know and
that's kind of where I'm at right now is
like you okay cuz Omar it will be let's
see Almer house - where are these birds
coming from my gosh
Omar has two years because he just
turned 4 in February Wow
I know Suzy that's all I need I'm sure
with my luck it'll crap right on my head
so everybody can see it I have gone
through this will never truly be the
same Shelly I agree then it's ho so sick
be so sick but see Omar has two years
and he's gonna be in school but Maya
will already be in middle school before
Omar starts school and it just scares me
so bad because he's gonna be in school
by himself and it's just uh
hold on where did I missed a comment
is there a sassy here
I know Shelley I just am like ah ya be I
wouldn't be either hey Sarah welcome
yeah I'm kind of scared about Omar going
to school
I told Holly I think that he's gonna be
our child that were at the office for
all the time he doesn't stop I don't get
it last night he was bouncing off the
walls until we took him to bed
this morning he wakes up and he was like
I swear he's just he never stops
[Music]
Seattle exactly
um yeah I'm just like but then when he
so when he's in first grade then s her
will be going into kindergarten so at
least those two will be pretty close in
grades what time is it where you are at
please subscribe I know and that's
exactly what Ollie said he's like Amy
whatever is gonna happen is gonna happen
oh my gosh it's 8:45 there Seattle what
time is it where you're at because mean
you have the same time 9:45 in Michigan
Oklahoma Wow
okay so it's 6:45 here where I live
because me and Seattle are on the same
timing this is what it is right now
hold on I'll put you guys really high
can you guys hear the birds well there
are those doves
no not doves I can't think of the name
not doves pigeons that's what they are
yes
pigeons we have pigeons everywhere I
always call them doves but they're not
they usually live in this tree right
there we have tons of them and it's
right outside our window and so when we
open our window you can hear them
they're so loud it's like go away but we
love at the same time thank you I know I
love it here I love it here it's cold
and rainy here 40 degrees going to be
80s all next week whoop-whoop dark wet
and rainy all day here ow okay no my
Bulldogs are snoring ah no not doves
they're pigeons pigeons no seagulls are
down at the scene we don't really have
many seagulls over here they're all down
at the coast oh Emily yeah that's what
they look like you flying rats what the
heck no no flying rats around here
better not be
yeah well you know I don't have to deal
too much with her poop
we're in tornado season oh that would
scare me
do you have geese um yeah my boyfriend
calls seagulls beach chickens
that is perfect
Oh welcome Tim I didn't even see you
here yeah
these seagulls are around like the
restaurants sometimes but not very much
it's more ducks and geese Oh Holly that
would be awesome
I love woody woodpecker's we had one a
while back I think on one of the last
day well not the last days of fasting so
once we finish fasting then you have
correct me if I'm wrong but two days
where it's the I eat I think it's two
days maybe it's three but two I believe
anyways we're gonna go to the coast one
of those days I saw this alive and I'm
gonna take you guys with me
OOP OOP yeah that exactly seagulls are
in downtown Chicago there are falcon
nests in the city runs and they release
the homes in control and pigeon
poop oh my gosh
yeah we have ducks that will cross the
street and by law will get busted if we
get one it's actually a federal crime
which is absolutely psychotic in a way
because it's like you'll have a family
of ducks and they'll walk across the
street halfway across the street they'll
turn around and decide they want to go
back to the other side of the street so
then you gotta wait for them to go
across the street and you're just like
come on or or you have one that just
like is the last one and he'll just
waddle this a little happy but halfway
across the street and then he'll just
sit there and he don't care he had to he
does not care though if we're all on his
time he just makes sure that he is seen
we're just like all right take your
sweet time we have nowhere to go don't
worry about it buddy
don't worry about it don't rush your
little feathers Amy I tried not drinking
today to see how you do it and all I
could focus on was I need water are you
finding it hard sandy thank you for
doing that
that's awesome that you just you know
that you did it um not really I mean
yesterday I was having a lot of kidney
pain so I really have to flush the
fluids much more than I was but um no
I'm doing actually fairly well I'm
really shocked in my thumbnail chef
would you rather run the ducks over
instead of waiting don't tempt me with
that answer no just joking no I could
never kill the duck I would I would oh I
could not kill a duck because my child
in the back seat mr. Omar I would never
hear from the end of him because he is
such an animal lover oh my gosh Oh mmm
nope he sits in the house and he'll find
a little ant and he will talk to that
ant he has all to do with the ants
Kirti crossroad pigeons are poop
machines yes they are
I live in Hammond Indiana why do I think
you were in Ohio pam pam there rent less
don't move out of your way
I just noticed yeah look see it's right
there straight across all the way there
was one earlier too
oh my god Linda
yeah Gemma I who totally agree with you
in Canada it's a $500 fine to kill a
seagull and it though oh my god
try no food or water just for the day
tomorrow
I sent Jim but I want to support you so
here is cross I can do oh sandy thank
you what that is so sweet
that is awesome
haha Timmy's oh close to Chicago I think
all the police to come to get me to
rescue with the other day oh my gosh
I think the fines are more to control
the stupid teenagers that go out and
harass the birds and the idiots that
would use the minister but that is sad
no that's where my belt mailbox is
insane mail clerk I what in Chicago
appreciate you sharing your stories so
much and I was just curious since you
were raised Christian if the personality
believe that Jesus is the Son of God or
do you I appreciate you sharing your
stories so much and I was just curious
since you were raised Christian if you
personally believe that Jesus is the Son
of God or deep was he was a prophet okay
Emily I do not know that I used to work
at a car dealership everyone was part of
her lid on so I tried for them 200 is it
Ralphie Ralphie Ralphie Ralphie Ralphie
where's Sophia Sophie Ralphie Sophie
okay sorry I'm God's girl so I was
raised that Jesus is the Son of God
because I was raised Christian but since
doing a lot of research on the religion
that I chose to convert to which is a
slim my heart has changed a little bit
late on her daddy said all my views have
changed
Oh Pam Wow that is crazy
so how far is Chicago from where you
live though like how long do you have to
drive for it so you know when I was
raised yes I believe that Jesus was son
of God but I was more of that I was
raised I was told that I never fulfill e
ever got to do the decision for myself
but as I did more of the research and
stuff I chose to make a different
viewpoint but it doesn't make me love
others that still believe that way
because everybody has the right to
believe what they want him not in time
for your birthday cards is Pam's
birthday coming up do I hear birthday
coming alone don't forget to give me a
thumbs up I need a thumbs up well it's
getting windy out here so yeah so No
thank you for asking I appreciate people
asking
I have no quarrels hey oh girl I got a
hair on my nose okay we're gonna do an
early birthday song because guess what
I'll probably not be online on Monday
she's having a party oh yes you oh yes
yes yes yes yes you are having a
birthday on Monday I now remember
because you put that on your your chat
your community post but because you
won't be able to hear this song on
Monday happy birthday to you happy
birthday to you
happy birthday to Pam happy birthday to
e lose
oh happy birthday Pam my poor family
they're probably like Amy what are you
doing out there my neighbors all know me
so if I break out in song they just know
I'm up to something
[Laughter]
oh goodness yes Jane you got to let me
know I got some singing why really I'm
gonna be there on Monday for your thing
you got it let me know what time so I
can set my alarm up cuz I don't want to
miss it
because Monday I have I just have
counseling on Monday I don't think I
have anything else going on yes and many
many more
so what's everybody doing tomorrow
tomorrow's Friday what's everybody's
plans tomorrow you got to fill me in me
I am going to be thank you all 7:00 p.m.
okay everybody's got to remember to be
on Pam's live at 7 o'clock on Monday
night seven o'clock her time so we got
to figure it all out so central timer
time so everybody figure that out and we
got to be at her party she said there's
gonna be cake I am going to be working
on cups this rest of this whole week and
weekend
who did nice I want goodies from Big
Lots Lisa or yes Lisa
it is Pam talks I don't know how to put
that in here yeah chef
did you get my comment on Facebook
lucielle going to Costco
how do i caked you oh Jenny girl you got
hot day lose your hot day
what is popping over there gosh I'm
taking his Lord and my sub to your
channel yes let me know if you have time
tomorrow let's get her started yes chef
yeah everybody jump over to Pam's
actually you know what let's do this hi
Amy love your channel hey Zack welcome
let's do this
can everybody put a green heart next to
your name that has a channel so that
everybody can go through and sub to each
other's channels and help a sister out
in a brother out because we all deserve
to have channels that are growing so yes
please do everybody's got amazing
channels no plans for Friday yeah me I
think I'm pretty much staying home all
day tomorrow and I am going to be
working on cups I have one on the Turner
that I know I'm gonna have to do another
coat of epoxy on and then I have another
mmm what was I going to say oh and then
I have another one that I have to put
epoxy on and then I have 18 cups to
start on whoo if any of you guys are on
my chat that are waiting for cups to be
delivered just so you guys know I did
try to update everybody but I could have
missed somebody sorry I ordered I
figured out the free delivery thing with
the UPS but I ordered those too
hold on I ordered too big of boxes
that's what it was I ordered shoe size
boxes and that was way those are way too
big for what I'm wanting I ain't gonna
pay for that extra shipping just because
they
huge so I went back on and I ordered
smaller ones but ones that will fit the
cups and keep them very safe and if that
way so but I it takes three to five
business days for them to come and so
I'm so sorry for the ones that are
waiting for your cups you guys I promise
you I got them all ready to go but
because I did this I don't want to waste
the product that's coming so I'm just
waiting for it okay Shelly thank you for
stopping by Jimmy I'm going to order my
studio and my new camera for my birthday
gifts myself woah la make sure you put a
green heart next to your name so that
people know that you have a channel um
but yeah that's what I'm gonna be doing
tomorrow is busting out cups I've got a
lot to do thank you Lisa for stopping by
thank you thank you I know I'm gonna be
jumping off here pretty soon too I need
to go and help Ollie get everything
ready for time to eat because it's
getting close well we can't eat until
8:20 but we try and rest for a little
bit before we can dive into the food but
you guys thank you so much do you guys
like me going live more than doing vlogs
sometimes I mean I know you guys
probably like both but do you guys like
some because sometimes I think the lies
I just enjoy getting to have that
interaction and that talking and getting
to fill everybody in with what I'm doing
and you know get to hear how you guys
are doing it's just awesome I just love
it I mean I could do this every day
honestly okay I'm glad you guys are
loving it I am just I appreciate it so
much
thank you so much alright I'm so happy
to hear it but yeah so tomorrow I'm I'm
not gonna be putting a vlog up just so
you guys know I'm not gonna put a vlog
up tomorrow
the chat is moving too fast I will try
to sub to as many as you can
oh and Seattle you can always go back I
think and scroll through that's what I'm
gonna do to know Jody you don't have a
Facebook anymore I do you don't but yeah
if you guys have snapchats you guys can
interact with snapchat
I have snapchat all right Linda take
care yeah oops no I'm just joking but
yeah if you guys have snapchat or create
a snapchat I snap all the time every
like cat lady's snaps she had okay live
I'll be there in just a few she had a
root canal done today and so I think
that's why cat lady has not been on she
checked in but I know she was probably
gonna go lay down
hey Michelle welcome but if you need to
find anybody just scroll through that's
what I'm gonna do just so happy our
paths cross Amy I look forward to
getting to know you all
Oh Jane I'm so happy you're here oh my
gosh thank you so much you are awesome
and I'm hoping that Pam and Ricky will
go live tonight cuz I know I'm they
won't go live tomorrow because they're
gonna be on their patreon Oh Sandi no no
no no no no no we're never too old to
figure these fun things out now come on
come on girlfriend get it on okay Pam um
I might be off by then but I love you
and I thank you so much Pam first stop
it in but yeah anyways so tomorrow I'm
not gonna put a vlog up just because I
am gonna be working really hard on
getting some of these cups done I've got
to get some of these cups prepped and
ready to go and then I think after that
that's really all I have going on
but so I'm not gonna put a vlog up
tomorrow but I'm thinking I might do one
either Saturday or go live Saturday I'll
keep you guys in the load the the ball
but make sure you guys are checking my
community post because that's where I'll
keep kind of contact with you guys
throughout the week to let you guys know
what's going on and stuff but I'm gonna
get all of you guys I'm missing you guys
and talking with you and I'm so happy to
catch up with you all everybody
you guys are awesome awesome awesome
awesome I am so how do you do community
posts yeah if you go to your channel so
I don't know how you guys do it if you
do it on laptop or Facebook or on I do
mine on the phone and you just go up to
your channel and then there's like a
little community tab you hit that and or
no sorry sorry sorry sorry you go up
where you would put live and instead of
hitting live there's like a little paper
with a little mark like a marker you hit
that and it will give you the option to
do a community post and then you also oh
there's cat ladies see I knew she was on
here um and then you just go to there
how do we see your community post I
don't know how do you guys see my
community post some of you guys well a
lot of you guys do I don't know how yeah
I'm sure it'll just go to my channel I
wonder if it's just under my channel
name but yeah I'll keep you guys posted
on everything on my community tab but
thank you guys so much for stopping by I
absolutely had a blast you guys are
amazing amazing amazing and I will check
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